| So, I'm a little upset right now. Life's just got me in a position where I'm not too happy with how some things are some of the time. I know that one of the last blogs I put up was along the same lines, more than you my audience may realize, but I'm upset right now again, as well. I'm stuck in a bad spot of confusion and anger and frustration and sadness and so many other things, that I'm not too pleased. Life can be a cruel, cruel mistress at times, or it can be kind of nice. Right now, it's leaning a little more towards sucking for me. I'm not writing this because I'm sincere in all of the things I'm feeling, I just need to vent. I wish there weren't so many girls at Mary Hardin-Baylor, and I wish that the guys at Texas State weren't the scum of the Earth. That's what angers me the most. I hate to say that, but it's true. It hurts, in a way. It bothers me. I really try to keep on pressing forward towards what I believe to be true, and right, and pure, and good, and it seems like life is still hard. Life is expensive. Life is work. Life is so many things I never knew it would be. But every now and then, life is great. And I guess, as a human, or a Christian, or whatever you choose, you have to ball-up the strength to carry the peace of the greatness through bad time, to bad time, and have hope for the better times. That sounds kind of gay, but it's all I got. I really wish there weren't so many girls at Mary Hardin-Baylor. Or at the very least, that my girl was at Mary Hardin-Baylor. |